I thought maybe they would be angry, not depressed

It was very depressing to sit through theatre today because Kerry lost and they were all (mostly) really sad or frustrated or angry. They kept on debating things and I just sat their and was extremely tempted to join and protect Darra as Collin, Brigid, and Alex went to town on her, but then I decided not to. Then decided to fight with myself about whether I should discuss it and I think they thought I was a freak because I just kept sitting their about to say something and then say "nevermind" I dislike arguing politics because people always take it personal, and to a degree it is because essentially now matter how nice you put it, or how much you beat around it, you are saying "you are wrong" or "my ideas are better." I am a mediator, and like helping people reconcile, I do not like inflamming situations. Then I had to go to play practice which was once again really sad, it sucked, really bad. None of us could focus and Alex and I were forced to laying on the stage saying our lines and having "picnics" by ourselves. I have to go to tech saturday, the set is way behind.